*tearing at my hair*

...
i cant bear to watch from the sidelines
one moment longer
i've got to do something..
but do what!
help so far away..
n this disaster is way closer to home
i'm left stranded
resucers dun noe what is at stake
i wanna help!!
all they shout
-get back!-
but maybe they are rite
i'm too emotional
to rationalise
n make valued judgement
that i'll be more of a hindrance
than help

the fact of the matter is
i've got friends n loved ones
in there
n its my fault
if i had not...
i should have..
it should have been me
if i could i would trade places..
they must be in so much pain..
will i ever see them again..