confusion

has ther ever been a time you were so confused..
that you jus wanted to take the easy way out..
well that just it n that how i feel..

its like that silly oldie...
"torn between to lovers..
feeling like a fool..
loving both of you is breaking all the rules"

i dunnoe wat is the right thing to do..
n thats what i have friends for..
silly me rite?!
but yeah..
find it hard to talk about it..

its kinda like when your at a job interview with a friend of yours sitting by your side..
you noe ur suppose tp be spontaneous..
and act like you the greatest employee that walked the face of the earth..
but thats jus it..
ur friend is there..
n ur SO self-conscious..
ur afraid of what your friends thinks..
afraid that after you leave that place..
your friend is going to tease ya..
or worst tell all your other friends..n
that you tried to suck up to your potential employer..
i noe its a real crappy reason to not suck up..
but i think it happens more ofte than we noe..
ppl not doing things because of peer pressure..