spinning

my mind is a mess...
my head is spinning...
the world seems to be moving under my feet
there are too many thing that plague me
and i want to be freed
i need you to listen
but there is no one there
i want to pour out my soul
but i'm afraid
i want to tell the world how i feel but i dun think anyone cares
they might say they do
but that not enough
your words are empty
i want
i need
i hope
i pray
that i would be freed of this weight on my shoulders
the burden i carry
given the courage to speak my mind
and to face failure and rejection
and the love to open my heart